“Fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn’t something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn’t get in, and walk through it, step by step.”—Haruki Murakami
How do you motivate yourself to work hard or to perform better? :)
I usually always have an end goal. I keep reminding myself about who i want to be, where i want to be, and how other people may be surpassing me and that’ll be enough to drive me up the wall haha! I can be pretty harsh on myself.
how did you heal? does the pain intensify as time passes because it seems like it does. it's painful isn't it. almost like you're missing such a vital part of your body, but it's not your heart because you're still here. how did you heal?
It does for the initial part. I had friends around who would probe everything out of me, i took a long time sorting out everything in my head and my heart. Caught up with everyone, did everything i always wanted to do but never did. Focused on myself and kept reminding myself everything passes and these are just emotions and they’ll pass too.
Will you ever date boys who are shorter than you? :)
Sigh. Sadly i’ve never really even placed them in mind. Call me superficial but i just…don’t =/ Of course there’s wonderful boys i might miss out on and stuff but haha just that the, attraction isn’t there as well.
I like the outfit that you posted :) haha sometimes the qns ppl ask you are really funny. Like about long exposure and love and funny things that intrude your personal space.
Sigh yes. Finally someone empathetic. So many things are google-able. So please. And common sense, yes ask me questions but i need my space as well right? I don’t owe answers that some of my friends dont know of even..