September 2009
OMFG I DIDN'T KNWO ITS A WEEK FORM NW?!??! I...
Missed home
Fell asleep way too early last night. Fatigue kicked in. My bed was amazing soft as compared to the hotel’s. My dad found me asleep with my Macbook and had to turn everything off for me.
Bangkok was AMAZING like we had tons of fun tons of exposure. It’s nice to get out and learn a little. One day i’ll find myself in third world countries staying in the villages and helping them...
" He could make me do anything sometimes, just by...
“I will never regret you or say that I wish I’d never met you because once...”
" The heart wants what it wants. It forces us to...
" I remember every word you said, okay? I'm not...
“Love without faith is like religion without faith. It doesn’t amount to very...”
– Lawrence Grant
Things i need to say
I don’t like knowing i can’t call you mine. Because you used to be, until you saw less of us working, and until we ended. I would be lying, if i said it didn’t hurt. It did and it still does. It’s not your fault, and i know you’re angry…Tired of some people thinking it is. Noone can say it’s anyone’s fault just to lose feelings. Some nights before i...
Danny. I need to put it down how much i appreciate you being here. I’m not saying being there for me. You say “He was there for me”, like it’s in the past. This…is still current and present. And you’re still here.
After everything you’ve heard me say, every bit of my heart that i’ve poured out/ the things that i can’t put to words,...
I feel strange.
Like i’m in between. I’ll be at the airport in about 13 hours. With no luggage, and just going away from here.
And for that, it could be two-way. I won’t explain it here…i shouldn’t.
I can’t imagine losing my best friend.
I wonder what tonight will be like. I’m not sad. Or angry. Or excited. Just…blank.
Pretty darn happy with myself (:
I’ve figured everything out. Sunday was a booster but today was a ‘Click!’ and i’m done thing. I’ve the sense..and all that jazz to know what i need/deserve, and what to do to get to it. It’s just the fickle part of me that WILL get in the way but damn it, i can hold my own!! I’ve held up fine through the rough parts of the last few years and i damn well...
OMG BANGKOK HERE I COME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m exhausted from being this happy. Need to book my flight in the morning. Need to get to the gym. Need to work. Need to change money. Need to EVERYTHING, and i’m flying off 7am on Friday morning. This was such a surprise…that my mom agreed to it, and my grandma told my dad to let me go???!?!?!?!?
Told my boss and he was like OH so do you want to get your pay like now!!! &...
“Sometimes you need to forget what you want, and remember what you deserve.”
It's tough to have up and down days. Usually it's...
If you wonder why i asked you...
If within that twenty minutes, maybe more, you had moments where you missed us. It’s because while we were laughing, knees touching, and i kept chatting on about different things. The VMAs one second, and a pretty dress the next…i was looking elsewhere, but i could feel you looking at me. Looking at me as if to see if every laugh was honest, as if you were a little surprised that i was...
" Love is the hardest thing in the world to write...
- The Lost Weekend
“There’s always something left to love.”
– A Raisin In The Sun
“Two people look at each other and they see something way deep inside that nobody...”
– The Devil And Miss Jones
“When you’re in love, you don’t need words. A look, a touch, a sigh – you’ve...”
– Avanti!
Did you ever notice that there is always that...
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