August 2009
I have successfully re-organized my closet and unsuccessfully dyed my hair brown. Still pretty black. But i’m getting used to it. Met Danny for dinner. He likes the color. I’m not used to the shock of black waves…i’m a feathery brown lion person. Bright side. It’ll fade in a weekish.
I have a new pair of boots! Four dresses. A raggedy hobo blazer thing. I look so...
“Love is saying good-bye and knowing you will be back by mutual consent, its...”
“Love is passing up an opportunity because the time isn’t right yet,...”
“Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to...”
“I really think there’s a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go. Every time I follow my heart… it leads me to him. I mean… what other explanation is there. Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am… I see him and I can’t help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me… I...
“Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are...”
– Erica Baican
“I’ve spent my whole life chasing after everything. Dreams, emotions,...”
– Me
How do you know when someone tells a lie?
They always say you’ll know it. The person can’t look you in the eye. Or they fidget. Or their palms turn sweaty. Most of the time it’s a sixth sense. You just…know.
But that’s the thing. I don’t seem to know.
Am i that gullible? But i’m never gullible when it comes to people. You don’t show any of those telltale signs when you lie. You look me...
Possible reasons: why i feel fucked
Self-dyed hair black. Bad idea. Will dye it back brown tomorrow. May be another bad idea. I pray my hair doesn’t crack and fall out.
The fact that my f…
Kit’s interning so basically, my holidays will be void of him.
Need to write CV to my aunt to Ogilvy
Need to fucking organize my room
Everyone’s in Wuhan
I need to decide where to work during this sem break
I was...
"I miss you when...
something really good happens, because you’re the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you’re the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow, and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all...
You have so many secrets.
Things i found out that i don’t know about you. So many things that you say…that i’ve found answers, but not the answers i expect at all. What did i expect? I expected honesty. And love. I expected a truth and the blank void of nothing between a father and a daughter. The answers i have in my hand are broken in halves. I don’t think i can call them answers. They’re...
“Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will come after you.”
– Lisa Brooks
"It's funny how big of an impact you have on me....
HAVE. MADE. KONTACT!!!!!
With Ej & Nigel through Skype.
(:
Velly happy. I miss you both.
I woke up at 4.45am this morning.
Got dressed. Waited for the first train to arrive. Reached the terminal at 7am with Danny. Danny Marissa Germaine Marcus & I sent 3/4 of all our friends off on the Newswriting trip to Wuhan. I cried. Duh. I cry no matter who goes through the airport gates. Then we had breakfast. Marcus & I fell asleep on the train back home. My Skype list has NEVER been this empty/offline.
So it’s...
“You asked me whose life was more important: yours or mine and I answered...”
“You never really stop loving someone. You just learn to try to live without...”
To the right,
Is the original version of the dance before Wade Robson shortened it for SYTYCD.
To quote him, “The inspiration for this piece is…love, is hard work. But it’s the best thing you’ll ever work for in your life.”
And there isn’t much i can say about this, it’s amazing. I mean i know that if you take a dancer, or someone who knows how to see and feel the translation of each movement into soemthing...
